ok, maybe this will help, in my 94 ford f150, i had the trans rebuilt, and as soon as i put it back in, i had no reverse, meaning that when i put it into gear "reverse", it would start dieseling and die, all lights would go off and on, and then i could restart it again, i know ur frustration........ if i put it into reverse, then held the brake and hit the gas, it would sometimes be ok, i was told it was a sensor in the trans that the person who rebuilt the trans had screwed up or something, i would have your transmission checked out, and see where that takes u, hope this helps..... Matt